- your v i n t a g e rockstar.

; this sick life.

i am so in need of retail therapy. for the past few weeks ive been immersing myself in projects and the endless readings and preparation for quizzes and not t mention, my ccas! impresario finally ended on 3 march, and ntu open house took place on 10 march. which means i'm only left w union day preparations! yay!! no more trainings and lesser meetings already!

but for the following week(s), i still have t immerse myself in IT and 201 projects, as well as preparing for the 202 quiz. sigh. IT project is really quite worrisome. cos i dont really know anything abt it??? and 201 proj is.. i hope it turns out well. since the prospects look quite gd. BUT STILL! I NEED TO GO SHOPPING! I NEED T DESTRESS!!! even though shopping will take up some of the time that i'm supposed t use for studying. but i need t make tt sacrifice so that i can go a longer way. because i feel so irritated and drained and simply depressed.

ok i admit that the shopping part was quite bimbotic. but the main point is there right? i just want some time t do whatever i want t do. what life is this, studying my ass off and killing countless brain cells. theres more t life than this, and i dont want t look back and realise that ive spent a quarter of a century studying for the sake of studying. and the great thing is that its not even useful. like who the hell still remembers the teachings of OB after they've graduated?? arghh!!

but what can i do? i'm stuck in singapore, a country famous for its fucking kiasu-ism, other than being a clean-and-green and FINE city.

and i always think that theres a vicious cycle going on in NBS. everyone is working harder because everyone else is working hard. or so they think. seriously, there is a bell curve for a reason. i think if everyone just cut themselves the same amount of slack, the A students will still get their As and the B students will still get their Bs. but noooo that would never happen cos some idiot will always spoil market and everyone gets back into the vicious cycle. fuck these idiots.

i just cant wait for the exams t end. so i can get out of school and get FAR FAR AWAY from the cursed and fucked up boonlay.

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lt ; ahha ehh i really look old!! and i cant help taking pictures of plants cos theres really nothing much t take already! lol. anw so far i dont have much complaints abt my proj mates until THIS SEM. one particular grp is seriously of a different frequency from me!! theres this person cant communicate ideas properly! we spent like 10 min arguing abt an idea, only t find out that we're talkin abt the same thing?? like SHEESH. she really needs t go for some communication skills. either she cant convey her ideas properly or she just cant understand normal human language cos i'm sure my other grp members knew what i was talking abt. and i think nbs got alot of ppl who like t shoot ppl's presentation. they LOVE t pick the nitty-gritty things t shoot, which i have no idea why cos it isnt an impt part of the presentation. aiya nbs just has alot of weird ppl. =/

lye ; hahaha oh i took one but my sis didnt wanna look into the cam! i keep asking her t smileee but she just hide her face from the cam!! :( then i took a pic of my mom but she was eating.. doesnt look v glam so i nv post it up. hahaa. all those pics were taken on the 2nd day, but my mom didnt go w us tt day cos she was restin in the hotel.. tts why dun haf her. anw lye i cant wait t go SHOPPING! :D

Jain ; hehe ok jainjain! you too!! btw stella got me crazy over this jap drama called "Gokusen". duno if you know abt it. but if you dont, go watch it on youtube!! very nice!! :D

& for you, i would.

Sunday, March 11, 2007