- your v i n t a g e rockstar.

; good things never last.

alas! my hols are coming t an end. will be going back t sch next week. sigh.. i dont really look forward t the semester ahead. the modules are gonna be super taxing (hurhur. no pun intended) and i still have my cca on top of everything. and theres also PA t settle. i really dont think that my life before the midterm break will be good. i already have readings t do even before school started! :( but i dont think i'll be doing them.

and i need money. i just cant wait for this sem t end so i can go work part-time somewhere. hoho, the sem hasnt even started and i'm wishing for it t end already. anw, its true. i'm kinda looking forward t year 3 sem 1 BECAUSE,
1. i'll have more time t sustain my tuition(s)
2. i'll be taking 4 modules, out of which i'll s/u 2 of it.
3. no more cca for me then. maybe except some subcomms.
4. uhh. i'll be nearing 21 yrs old by then?

hmm ok so reason no.4 is crap. but yea i'm also looking forward t being 21. i wanna sign up for a special savings account in stanchart! but they said ONLY 21 AND ABOVE! :( and i really wanna go on a diving course! and t go overseas with my friends!

ever heard of mid-life crisis? i think i'm going thru a quarter-life crisis here. sudddenly i dont know what i'm doing or why i'm doing things for. i just feel at a loss sometimes. i need money but i dont really know where t get it, cause i dont think i'm equipped with enough skills t do many things. i dont really do constructive thinking; just spent 20 yrs of my life thinking only about shopping and having fun. bahh.

ok on a lighter note, i was out with lye just now and we had such great time!! she gave me snow white jigsaw puzzle for my birthday!! YAY! its 1000 pieces so i can have a gd time piecing them tog in the summer hols. and we went muji t buy stationery. i bought a really cool ballpoint pen! feel like going back t get another one.. hmm. and GUESS? is like having 70% off for most of their items, its really v worth it! just that we didnt find anything t buy..

ive been pretty frustrated lately cos of a few issues. i just hope that things will be better after school starts. and i just hope that i'll be able t manage my time well so theres enough time for everyone. someone please save me!

ps. i love chatting on msn now cos i think my font is very pretty! lol!

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Jain ; hehe i'm well already! :D and yea.. i'll try not t think too much. just gotta be v clear abt what i'm doing lor. :(

lt ; haha you got your court shoes from everbest? i think the robinsons sale is damn worth it!! i dont think they'll give you blisters la at most wear stockings lo ;X hehehe and hope 07 is a better year for you too! at least this coming sem will be better than the last for you. :) and hmm, okay i'll sms you my number now.. haha

& for you, i would.

Thursday, January 04, 2007