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; girl, move on.

this is really terrible. my mind has come up with a thousand and one reasons t get over him; everything is pointing t the fact that hes NOT WORTH IT, that nothing will ever bring him back and that its impossible between the both of us. every single reason is so damn convincing and undeniable.

yet, my heart refuses t acknowledge all of this. no matter how convincing the reasons are, my heart just shuts them out.

WHY?! my mind's doing everything it can t get me outta this mess; my heart's pushing me further down into the abyss of pain. and sadly, my mind usually yields t my heart. i feel like my mind's the angel and my heart's the devil. oh fuck this.

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one more thing, i just cant understand why do such people exist in this world. people who blindly do something and insist that they're following their principles. c'mon man you mean your principle is t ignore the feelings of others? t do something and feel good about it at the expense of others? and t encourage your friend t continue being fucked up?
and then there are people who dont think with their brains. sigh. you can never understand what goes on in their minds. its these people who make living in this world so fucking depressing.

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JAIN ; heya darling! hehe ive updated! ;D yaa that day i went but also not v sunny. we shld go together! after our exams.. haha miss ya so much!

Hyo ; lol its easier said than done.

IZE ; sigh. love is such an evil thing. its only beautiful because its evil. ;(

& for you, i would.
Sunday, March 12, 2006


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